It`s been 5 days....

Yes. i know, it`s been 5 days since i last blogged. i was busy BIGTIME! busy at school, busy with my friends ( hihi ), and family... oh well, i missed this. i miss blogging. seriously.Coz these past few days i`m always out. =p actually, i just reached home right now and im soo tired. this day was too way tiring!! i look wasted with my t-shirt on and boxer shorts.. =p oh and btw, i have a new phone now.. :) t`was given by my tito.. its his birthday gift for me.. Iphone 3GS it is! ;) i`m not yet used to it though but i know in time i will be.... i`m gonna miss my old phone.. but i`m starting to looove my new phone like crazyyyy!! :D well, moving on.... yesterday, i visited my high school friend. he was hospitalized coz of tuberculosis. =( and then last saturday im with my friends.. we went clubbing. t`was a blast!! i was drunk that night and i didn`t expect to see a lot of friends from way back... gosh!! i missed them all!! it`s been a year since i last saw them and yeah. i really had a great night that night. sabi nga nila, iba talaga kapag mga kaibigan ang kasama. and it`s true. SOO TRUE! they always make me feel at ease and i never went out of place when i`m with them.. :) so i say, i`m so grateful to have friends like `em.. hmm, what else?? last friday, i was with my dad. i spent the whole day with him. i often see him so whenever we have time, we really do spend it together. i love my him. i love my dad and he deserve more love than i do.. :) well now i guess, i blabber it all out. so lemme say, buh-bye! hope i could blog again tomorrow.. seh.. xoxo

French tip

manicure it is :)
i like it much much much! french tip is my fave..
love it!

NO to empty words. I swear. Promise.

my words are not empty, just unfulfilled. there's something holding me back and i have no idea what it is. just wait a minute let me catch my breath, I'll tell you in a minute, I'll get it over and done with. it's just an identification, it'll be intriguing. i hope it doesn't cause any problems. i don't want anything changing. 2009's first half has definitely brought upon change in my life in so many ways, you my friend have a part to play. i write this up as i do making up this "poem" or whatever you may call it. this could be dedicated to you, but I'd rather say for myself. i may sound selfish but i gotta be honest. it's really nothing special i just felt like filling the gaps in. Today and every other day that you have been around will definitely something i will remember.you may have bad memory, and maybe so do i.but i remember more than you do, especially the first goodbye. i may sound lame, i know i do. so don't go leaving anytime soon cos so far I'm enjoying life with you. I thank you very much for keeping me such a happy child, okay this poem is really kinda dedicated for you, but it's not like you'll ever find it.when you do and you get to this part of the writing i know you'll be smiling, not only cos i predicted so but cos you found it. you deserve a gold medal or maybe even a trophy, cos i know you just let out a big sigh and said "well finally".


ok. so i feel so dumb for typing that whole thing up. not only am i kinda really just directing to one person but i posted it on blog. ok? dumb. i dunno i just kinda felt like writing i guess.

I REALLY DON`T KNOW

don't you just hate it when you're having such a good day then suddenly you feel this gush of uncertainty or confusion or sadness? I DO. today was going pretty good... until after i had lunch. I just felt uneasy, I couldn't figure out exactly what was bugging me. I actually didn't even realize til someone pointed out to me that it looked like something was wrong when really I was just sitting down.. How on earth is that possible? How do we not know what is troubling us? Do we see everything else but not the bigger picture? Is there something bigger to see that somehow the world won't let me see? And why is this happening? Ugh.. I've been thinking about it for around 4 hours, and it's absolutely frustrating! I've looked at every angles but still I can't see anything. Is this normal? Or am I just completely missing something? Nganganganganganganga (<-thats the sound of me being annoyed/frustrated)nganganganganganga.

My friends. The memories.

The nights that lasted forever and the days that went by so slowly. The nights that will replay in our heads all through, put highschool as our best night fever. The boys that we`ve kissed. The boys that have broke our hearts with the promises they never kept. The alcohol that we drank all too quickly on nights that everything seemed to be going wrong. The other girls that hated us for being perfect and envied the life we led. So here`s to you guys.. the friends that have stayed by my side when i didn`t know who i was. The friends that i would never trade for anything beacuse - - - THEM GIRLS ARE MY LIFE.

KLARINS

JHAMINA

CARISSA

FAYE

JANINE

DADA

They are like stars...
You don`t always see them, but you know they`re always there.. :)

ilovelovelove you girls..... BIG TIME!!
xoxo