Saturday, October 24, 2009

Rolling eyes

i partied last night. i had fun. i drink a lot. moved my hips a lot. talked much.
laugh much. and now that i`m back home. im bored as fuck again!! gaaa!

i just do this everyday

On some BULLSHIT



Don't you have any better things to do??!
if you don't have any sense of self-preservation, well then, don't mess mine. cause your seriously getting on my last nerve right now.

GO GET A LIFE, ASSWIPE!
go buy it at the mall. goodluck. i hope you'd find one. you're pathetic. and FYI, im not a lowland whore. The world could have been a better place without you.
GO HOME, THE EARTH IS FULL.

and you know what, dumbfuck?
people like you are the reason why we have middle fingers.
GET LOST!



P.S. : Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry,that'll never change
and about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up.Well there's a million
other girls who do it just like you looking as innocent as
possible to get to who.They want and what they like it's easy
if you do it right. Well I refuse............ =p






PORSCHE baby




heart this <3


welcome to the world


ZOE ALEXIS NATIVIDAD

my new born niece.

sooooo cuuutee! :)




As we invade tagaytay


TAGAYTAY TRIPPIN`
with friends..

dada, janine, dwayne and jigo

after buying those at 7/11..
we headed somewhere.. haha!!


ANTONOV <3

<333


until we saw this OOooZZZZZING hello kitty car!

COLL - HUH!


camwhoring moments ;)

until we saw DADA!!!!!!


KNOCK OUT!! =P





i love love love this night.. UBER!
till next time luvies!

xoxo


I still believe in happy endings....



Though my days have been hell at times,
i still reserve a reason to smile...

Though my destiny seemed to test my strength with all those shit,
i still manage to keep my faith...

coz` i know that after every fvckin tear that fall from my eyes,
comes a new spark of happiness that is even greater than every suckin pain i felt.




SHIT happens



TRAUMA always leaves a scar, it follows us home. It changes our lives, all the pain, fear and the crap. It messes everything up but maybe going through all that keeps us moving forward, it`s what pushes us. Maybe we get a little bit mess up before we can step up.



Tuesday, October 20, 2009

For him..




HOME
by Brian Mcknight


Thinking back when we first met
I remember what you said
You said you'd never leave me
I let go of your hand
Built my castle in the sand
But now I'm reachin' out again
And I'm not letting go
Till you
Hold me
Mold me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Shape me
Make me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way
Back home

Master upon my knees I pray
I just want to be the clay
Put your arms around me
Place my life in your hands
Lord I know I'm just a man
I know you understand
This time I'm not letting go
Till you

Anoint me
Appoint me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Chastise me
Baptize me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way

'Cause I'm lost and alone
I've been wandering
Long enough to know
Humbly I search for you
And I'm not gonna rest till you

Choose me
Use me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
I'm on my way back home
So why don't you
Direct me
Bless me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I'm on my way
Back home

Nami turns 19

CANAMI CAMILLE T. BARREDO
[ SMART CHIC ]




HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY cuz!!!!!!!!!<3








always stay happy and pretty :)
you know i love you everyday....
xoxo


New obsession

WIFE HER
By sekay


When i asked hayley..

ugh. Facebook thing again.


My Paramore quote:

"Cause I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive.."





---true.. lols

oxox


Monday, October 19, 2009

Sunday, October 18, 2009

99 BALLOONS

Eliot was born with an undeveloped lung, a heart with a hole in it and DNA that placed faulty information into each and every cell of his body. However, that could not stop the living God from proclaiming Himself through this boy who never uttered a word.

Check out www.ninetynineballoons.com for more information about Eliot.







This touched my heart....


This ain`t TRUE.

Ugh. Facebook.


REALITY BITES..


Pr0ud 0f being a Party G0er? Gimikera?


A c0nvenient way 0f excuse f0r having fun and s0cializing?

Some even making it a daily/weekly routine for leisure. Flaunting priviledges for guestlists, people in connection for. Acting unconditionally capable of being liberal and open to any unethical actions. Drinking until getting wasted or even taking drugs to add up to the fun/enjoyment. Flirting and teasing to get attention and doing things with someone beyond the limit of getting acquainted. Looking for someone to hook up with even get laid with. "Totally taking for granted the quality of having a good, respectable and decent image/reputation". Some are even proud of being a gimikera, bad girl, dangerous girl and bitchy ones.

Why be proud of it? Knowing it has a lot of bad feedback's, knowing there’s a lot of ways to have fun, unwind and enjoy without jeopardizing your reputation and image, knowing it can mold your personality to a negative way by being fond of night life, being irrate for always staying up late, can’t appreciate simple things, etc.

Some say gimikeras are for gimikeros only mainly because they're not for anything serious, Easily tempted, Flirty, Used to a lot of attentions/affections by other people, Not a person who can emotionally secure someone.

Some are pretending to be somebody, backstabbing and criticizing. Blinded by fun and getting addicted over the reality that it slowly eats your personality, visions and disposition in life.

Then actually wondering why no ones treating them seriously, pretending to be a die hard romantic. funny! People treat you based on the things you show them, how you act and deal with others!

So whats your real purpose? Are you one of them? :)



-I was tagged by Rachelle Apasan on FB...
hmm, i just wanna comment bout this.. coz it annoys me.. =/

hey! not all gimikeras are like that coz i can proudly say that im not one of `em..
i know i party hard but that ain`t me.. that just really ain`t me..
i just wanna have fun.. i go clubbing to take all my stress out..
i go gimik to forget all of my problems...

so yeah, that`s not true...
SO-NOT-TRUE.

keithanksbye.

When`s the next??!


geez! im terribly missing my job.. :(
i miss those shoots and all..
the funny scenes behind the camera..
the laughs, the jokes, and the people whom i always work with... :)


FIRST



ATE BARBIE my fave MUA!!
she`s soo kind.. im comfortable with her..
i always feel at ease when she`s my MUA.. :)

She always have a lot of kwentos that`s why i don`t get bored.. haha!
i can say, she`s the best! :D


SECOND

is my cool photographers.. :)
sorry but i dont have pics of them.. MY BAD. lols
but yeah, its always fun working with them :)


LAST


is my co-models :)

Here are some of our photos...


there... i miss it... SO MUCH!!
it`s been a while since our last....
so what now? when`s the next??
I`m waiting...... :D

xoxox

Come back home. IMY!


i miss those days..
i miss our night outs..
i miss you ate aprille :)


She`s one of my prettiest and coolest cousin ever!
She`s back in australia.. she just went here in the phils. to do some of her jobs as a model and a VJ.. cool right?

hmm..i was looking on our pictures and suddenly i felt something..
and that`s it.. I MISS HER :(
i miss her company and all..




i just don`t know when will she come back here but yeah,
seriously im already looking forward to that day... :)
as far as i know, she`s still busy.. (as always) haha =p
but who cares?! even if she is, we still find time to talk to each other..
and that`s what i LOOOOOOVVVEE! :D





Anyway, Hope to see you SOON ate!
always take care of yourself for me, aytie??
i love you sooo and i badly miss you already!!!
there, i said.

buh-bye!
XOXO



MOVE ON by AIRTO





This video was sent to me on FB....
i love the song.. SUPER!
hope you guys love it too.... :)


have fun listening.
xoxo


Let`s take it slow





LOVE
[la-huv] (verb)

-Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart,
but trusting them enough not to.


Changes

got nothing to do.. lol
so i decided to fix my account here.. =p
added some stuff like my private accounts, slide, my twitter badge etc..
hmm, i changed the font,text and background color too!..
added some gadgets.. what else?! haha!

seh..seh..
keithanksbye.



I`m loovin this....







Broken-Hearted Girl
By: Beyonce

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And thought you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl