Thursday, December 3, 2009

oh click!


when i got up from bed.
Chesy: Labs! picture! 1.2.3!
HAHA.

candid shot, yeahbaa! *wink*

Between you and me.

Why do we always seem to want what we can't have? Lessons learned. But then I listen to my heart, and it says still run back for more.

I may not be a smart woman, but I know what love is.

Every girl wants 'prince charming' … and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at 4am just to say hi, or someone who'll stop by my house - after just hanging up the phone - because he wants to see how I'm really doing. Because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I'm sick and bring me my favorite kind of candy… even though I can't eat it because my stomach flips at the idea. That guy - that one guy … he may not be prince charming to anyone else … but he'd be my hero. My knight in shining armor. Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke … that's a hero.

( Just once I want to fall in love and not have it hurt so bad in the end. Actually can I just have a love that doesn't end? Or is there no such thing? )

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

She's been lookin' for Mr. Right so long, but all she's found is Mr. Wrong.

One day you're gonna want that girl: the girl that wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the way she knows she only could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else had ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't. Even though she deserves it.

all the things that matter most disappear.

He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head… And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, because he didn't know what he wanted.

PRIVATE

SORRY but i hafta private my twitter updates for the mean time..
i`ll change it again, though. but not now.. SOON, maybe. :)
thanks and i hope ya`ll understand.
xoxo

Monday, November 30, 2009

Middle Finger!


My friend texted me, and she was like "you have 2 accounts on facebook?"
then i replied, "no. i only have one account.. the patricia esperidion account. why?" then she answered " coz there's TISH ESPERIDION on fb and it has your pics!" then i said, "really?! WTH! imma go check it now.." after that, i saw this and it`s F` TRUE!!


So, whoever the f*ck made this, GO TO HELL!
DAMN YOU.
you`re getting on my last nerve right now...
GET LOST!

;)

Sunday, November 29, 2009


I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them!

THE BAR Fridays









WE TRULY HAD A BLAST!!
moooore! :D

Obsession


KRISTEN STEWART aka Bella Swan

Oh God. She will forever be my number one lesbo crush. ♥
NO ONE IS HOTTER THAN KRISTEN STEWART. I repeat, NO ONE.