Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last day of 2009

Just because the road ahead is long, is no reason to slow down. Just because there is much work to be done, is no reason to get discouraged. It is a reason to get started, to grow, to find new ways, to reach within yourself and discover strength, commitment, determination, discipline. The road ahead is long, and difficult, and filled with opportunity at every turn. Start what needs starting. Finish what needs finishing. Get on the road. Stay on the road. Get on with the work. Right now you're at the beginning of the journey. What a great place to be! Just imagine all the things you'll learn, all the people you'll meet, all the experiences you'll have. Be thankful that the road is long and challenging, because that is where you'll find the best that life has to offer.


GOODBYE 2009.
WELCOME 2010.

oh. please be good to me :D


Encore with the Knights!

Dec. 19, 2009


presenting the NGA-NGA boyss! LOL


nice jump ryan! =p





The pride of letran :D


thanks to alby for bringing me home :)
lervlerv guys!
till next time, heee! :D


Im back!

gawd. i haven`t blogged for soo long... I HAVE LOTS TO SHARE.


scroll it down now!




@ Chesy`s debut last Dec. 17, 09





The after party


Zoe`s Christening




after the christening i headed to high street w aycon, lou & raph.


and i saw sissy that night at encore ;)


XOXOX

Monday, December 7, 2009

When she`s angry :))



GOSH! this pic of my friend really made my day!
when i saw it at dwayne`s laptop. i can`t help myself but to laugh real HARD!
dang! =)) izzo funny, isn`t it?! LMAO!

anywho, i love this girl.. :D
supeeeeer!

FYI i dwayne edit this pic. not me. =p

T with A


WITH AYCON





Club Princess *wink*

When: Dec. 5, 09
Where: Bonifacio Highstreet

t`was FUN.
we had a date. hee hee!
i missed her sooooo. :D

Thursday, December 3, 2009

oh click!


when i got up from bed.
Chesy: Labs! picture! 1.2.3!
HAHA.

candid shot, yeahbaa! *wink*

Between you and me.

Why do we always seem to want what we can't have? Lessons learned. But then I listen to my heart, and it says still run back for more.

I may not be a smart woman, but I know what love is.

Every girl wants 'prince charming' … and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at 4am just to say hi, or someone who'll stop by my house - after just hanging up the phone - because he wants to see how I'm really doing. Because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I'm sick and bring me my favorite kind of candy… even though I can't eat it because my stomach flips at the idea. That guy - that one guy … he may not be prince charming to anyone else … but he'd be my hero. My knight in shining armor. Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke … that's a hero.

( Just once I want to fall in love and not have it hurt so bad in the end. Actually can I just have a love that doesn't end? Or is there no such thing? )

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

She's been lookin' for Mr. Right so long, but all she's found is Mr. Wrong.

One day you're gonna want that girl: the girl that wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the way she knows she only could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else had ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't. Even though she deserves it.

all the things that matter most disappear.

He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head… And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, because he didn't know what he wanted.

PRIVATE

SORRY but i hafta private my twitter updates for the mean time..
i`ll change it again, though. but not now.. SOON, maybe. :)
thanks and i hope ya`ll understand.
xoxo

Monday, November 30, 2009

Middle Finger!


My friend texted me, and she was like "you have 2 accounts on facebook?"
then i replied, "no. i only have one account.. the patricia esperidion account. why?" then she answered " coz there's TISH ESPERIDION on fb and it has your pics!" then i said, "really?! WTH! imma go check it now.." after that, i saw this and it`s F` TRUE!!


So, whoever the f*ck made this, GO TO HELL!
DAMN YOU.
you`re getting on my last nerve right now...
GET LOST!

;)

Sunday, November 29, 2009


I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them!

THE BAR Fridays









WE TRULY HAD A BLAST!!
moooore! :D

Obsession


KRISTEN STEWART aka Bella Swan

Oh God. She will forever be my number one lesbo crush. ♥
NO ONE IS HOTTER THAN KRISTEN STEWART. I repeat, NO ONE.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Mr & Ms Marketing `09


MICO & KRISTEL

i am her MUA (make up artist) for the contest =p

nikkie (sponsor for kristel`s headband. lol ) Me (MUA) Kristel


with mico



even though you guys didn`t win the contest, in our hearts, you`re the winners! :)
i love you both! much looove <3

Friday, November 27, 2009

This is for the Broken Hearted.

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...*sigh*

Nowhere to be found

She`s smiling.... but she doesn't mean it. She misses how they used to be. She misses how it was soo real how they cared for each other without end but most of all, she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay because she needs that now, more than ever. She's sick of feeling like something's missing. :(

Sunday, November 22, 2009

NEW MOON


Yes. i watched new moon with my high school friends. the movie was AWESOME, its kinda bitin though =p but who cares?! we all had fun. :) the movie was almost 2hrs. carissa fell asleep! lols
after watching janine`s dad fetch them up already (janine & her lil sis) then us (me,carissa,pat nd dada) we headed to central to drink with them guys ( RJ and company). again, it was bitin coz` we arrived there around 2:30am and the bar will close at 4am. we just drink 1 and a half pitcher of BADTRIP ;) jeez! but i had fun :) here are some of the photos...