Smoooke

Maybe my former lover was right.. there's no such thing as a "happily ever after".. ive been in love again for the fth time.. what do i get? a few crumbs of hormonal attention.. i guess im numb right now.. it was fun being in love but sometimes, the fire would just -swisshh..- it's gone.. like a blown candle.. all that's left is the smoke.. "when there is smoke, there is fire.." they say.. but how about "when there is fire, there is smoke"? i think it would mean something like an aftermath.. after being in love and passionate and all that.. at the end, the emotions will burn out.. it exhaust.. it grows tired.. on my part, the smoke i left is now just a trail of my once fiery love affair.. im not hating "love" itself.. i mean its really nice to be with someone you love.. but i don't think ill ever be able to love again as purely as i did before. i am tired.. i don't wanna wait anymore, i don't wanna be second best, i dont want anything at all.. i just wanna say my piece.. Keithanksbye.