You can`t IGNORE who you are

What is hell is going on?
Really?
When the world is quiet and i have time to reflect, i realise little things that make up who i am. Some good. Some bad. Some irrelevant.
But after reading a friend's status on facebook. It hit me. We are very similar. And after trying to differentiate myself for so long. I finally concede. For so long, i deny. But i think its who I am.
Perhaps its a mixture of not hitting the right one or perhaps its just inherently who i am as a person.. Perhaps it keeps things interesting...
Regardless, I keep making 'Fail' decisions.
When i really think about whats going on..
I never actually know if its what i want.
I think you broke me somewhere along the way.
And this is how i deal with life.