Thursday, December 3, 2009

oh click!


when i got up from bed.
Chesy: Labs! picture! 1.2.3!
HAHA.

candid shot, yeahbaa! *wink*

Between you and me.

Why do we always seem to want what we can't have? Lessons learned. But then I listen to my heart, and it says still run back for more.

I may not be a smart woman, but I know what love is.

Every girl wants 'prince charming' … and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at 4am just to say hi, or someone who'll stop by my house - after just hanging up the phone - because he wants to see how I'm really doing. Because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I'm sick and bring me my favorite kind of candy… even though I can't eat it because my stomach flips at the idea. That guy - that one guy … he may not be prince charming to anyone else … but he'd be my hero. My knight in shining armor. Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke … that's a hero.

( Just once I want to fall in love and not have it hurt so bad in the end. Actually can I just have a love that doesn't end? Or is there no such thing? )

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

She's been lookin' for Mr. Right so long, but all she's found is Mr. Wrong.

One day you're gonna want that girl: the girl that wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the way she knows she only could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else had ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't. Even though she deserves it.