Smoooke

Maybe my former lover was right.. there's no such thing as a "happily ever after".. ive been in love again for the fth time.. what do i get? a few crumbs of hormonal attention.. i guess im numb right now.. it was fun being in love but sometimes, the fire would just -swisshh..- it's gone.. like a blown candle.. all that's left is the smoke.. "when there is smoke, there is fire.." they say.. but how about "when there is fire, there is smoke"? i think it would mean something like an aftermath.. after being in love and passionate and all that.. at the end, the emotions will burn out.. it exhaust.. it grows tired.. on my part, the smoke i left is now just a trail of my once fiery love affair.. im not hating "love" itself.. i mean its really nice to be with someone you love.. but i don't think ill ever be able to love again as purely as i did before. i am tired.. i don't wanna wait anymore, i don't wanna be second best, i dont want anything at all.. i just wanna say my piece.. Keithanksbye.

Hell day??

It`s friday the 13th today.. they say that this day is unlucky day.. i don`t know if it`s true, but yeah, lets all take care!! xoxo

Shoes. Shoes. Shooooesss!!

i seriously don`t know what to buy.. =l i saw those shoes in people are people. and yeah, i dont know which one im goin to buy... ugh! ><

Octrouble month

October was definitely a month that troubled me a lot. The month that impacted me the most this year (well most likely). I was put through a challenge, a test you could probably call it. It tested my trust for myself and someone else. It wasn't only me that went through downs but people around me that I knew. We shared problems, tried to help each other out. It was hurtful, painful, confusing, frustrating and annoying. Not to mention, VERY DISTRACTING. It just felt like something that I couldn't be bothered with or just didn't need at the moment.



In life, we are put in positions that we definitely don't wanna be in to test how we will ace it or fail it. God helps us make our way to where we should be. "He's like our GPS, He gives us a path to take but if we think that we know another way or easier way and choose to take it we'll only end at the same destination that God made for us to be at."





Things will pass and be okay, it's all about the journey and trusting yourself (and God ;) )

It`s been 5 days....

Yes. i know, it`s been 5 days since i last blogged. i was busy BIGTIME! busy at school, busy with my friends ( hihi ), and family... oh well, i missed this. i miss blogging. seriously.Coz these past few days i`m always out. =p actually, i just reached home right now and im soo tired. this day was too way tiring!! i look wasted with my t-shirt on and boxer shorts.. =p oh and btw, i have a new phone now.. :) t`was given by my tito.. its his birthday gift for me.. Iphone 3GS it is! ;) i`m not yet used to it though but i know in time i will be.... i`m gonna miss my old phone.. but i`m starting to looove my new phone like crazyyyy!! :D well, moving on.... yesterday, i visited my high school friend. he was hospitalized coz of tuberculosis. =( and then last saturday im with my friends.. we went clubbing. t`was a blast!! i was drunk that night and i didn`t expect to see a lot of friends from way back... gosh!! i missed them all!! it`s been a year since i last saw them and yeah. i really had a great night that night. sabi nga nila, iba talaga kapag mga kaibigan ang kasama. and it`s true. SOO TRUE! they always make me feel at ease and i never went out of place when i`m with them.. :) so i say, i`m so grateful to have friends like `em.. hmm, what else?? last friday, i was with my dad. i spent the whole day with him. i often see him so whenever we have time, we really do spend it together. i love my him. i love my dad and he deserve more love than i do.. :) well now i guess, i blabber it all out. so lemme say, buh-bye! hope i could blog again tomorrow.. seh.. xoxo